there is no clear line to separate reality and virtual.
cause somewhere in between, there's Illusion.
Illusion is just like, Disneyland.
we're allowed to build castles in the air,
dream up fairytales,
be the princess, have a prince,
and live happily ever after.
but Illusion, is after all, an Illusion.
surreal; never real.

today's just like a rollercoaster.
mood goes Up, Down, Up, Down.
its okay, at least it went up.
q and st made me q happy today. (:

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happily ever after is as real as a mirage in a dessert.,
the reflections of candycanes in the mirror
what we want, we want never have.
what we try to run away from is forever just,
Behind us.
we cannot run, we cannot hide.
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i dont mind spending everyday,
look out the corner in the pouring rain
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask if she wants to stay awhile.
so she will be loved.

like a ferris wheel with a broken axle,
feelings spins round and round and round.

all the memories so close to me just fade away
all these times you were pretending
so much for my happy ending.
its nice to know that you were there
thanks for acting like you cared
and making me feel like i was the only one

stones taught me to fly,
love taught me to lie
life taught me to die
so its not hard to fall when you've flown like a cannonball.

all the pain i thought i knew
all the thoughts lead back to you
back to what was never said
back and forth inside my head
i can't handle this confusion
i'm unable; come and take me away